In a Relationship…*yups! tough girl has met her match*

aww! miss pinchin your nose and messin your long hair hahahah

“Let ‘d feelings evolve, give love a TEST of TIME
Build your dreams today, ‘d FUTURE is mine
Complications we face i know ‘d problem is ME
But felt somethin REAL…now my HEART can SEE”

- silentmoan

A THOUSAND MILES - Vanessa Carlton

If I could fall Into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
‘Cause you know I’d walk A thousand miles
If I could just see you tonight

And I, I
Don’t want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don’t want to let this go
I, I
Don’t….

Making my way downtown
Walking fast faces pass
And I’m home bound staring blankly ahead
Just making my way making a way
Through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder….

i love you shingky!!!!!!!!!! *hugs*

merry, merry CHRISTMAS to all! :D

MERRY XMAS everyone!!!!!!!! geez, it has been my wonderful-awesome-weird xmas adventure so far *wink wink* hahahah damn! feelin tired and sleepy now…CHEERS!:D

ASS KICKIN nymph

thanks Zhel for the cam with participation of Bruce willis whahahah thanks housemates *sayang ala si Zerly as kungfu panda* :D

= Lioness EVILyn =

Everybody seems silent and sober like an owl
Coz the lioness arrived with her gnawin growl
Bring danger to her cubs soon you’ll become a feed
Quite motherly instinct…a true friend indeed

But can be gentle as a wind to her nursin cubs
Cheerful and humourous, playful as cats
Soft and vulnerable side shown only to her mates
Light version of her soul, unnoticeable when one hates

Truth might hurt but she’ll give it straight
Without sugar coatin or nonsense bait
Though sometimes, she makes me lose my faith
Ah! The beauty of opposition…balances our will and fate

Actin dumb but clever, that’s my fox way
Protective and carin, she as lioness, i must say
Tough girl like me need a firm hand sometimes
Lioness EVILyn, behind the name, has wisdom richer than wines

GIRLSHAPEDLOVEDRUG - Gomez

“She’s a Wicked Girl worst in all the world, a mystery lies in her…a fragment of the girl, soft and sentimental, the side she tries not to share”

The lioness shared that song to me and think fits her well :D she’s really MEAN!!! but try to digest her words, you’ll realize and understand a REAL FRIEND…nothin PLASTIC about her *surrealist like me need a reality check sometimes hahahah*.

Get close with her and learn a lot too *a walkin encyclopedia*.

TWILIGHT: a movie review *warning! with SPOILER on all 4 books*

sorry Edward if i make you look like addict...been a decade now before i decide to draw again :D

Excerpt from my nymph_of_hale website (PRIVATE):

Yups! watched the TWILIGHT movie last night with my lovely girls and spartans and found it cool and interesting…not just your typical vampire-human love affair and interactions coz, as per lyn’s orientation: vampires were livin in a very comfy and modern way just like ordinary human beings (luv the baseball part!!!!) except ofcourse on their “veg diet” definition *wink wink*. This one is really, really cool compare to the serious and bloody ones we’ve been familiar with.

The foursome (geoms & jo; conski and yvette) didn’t enjoy the movie much, as per my interview on them: lackin of actions/fight scenes, bad cinematography, low budget setting…or their partners were way MORE interesting hmm hmm hahahha *peace out guys!*.

Have no idea on ava’s but i bet she likes edward too…damn! that edward-character has really somethin that fascinates me…really, really mysterious (word of the day: REALLY) and that enticin look, damn! (2nd word: DAMN). Even my seatmate Bruce had a hots on him *don’t you deny bro…i felt it whahahah* turned the manly Brusko to girly-sissy.

and now the SPOILER (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Twilight_series):

Twilight

Main article: Twilight (novel)

Bella Swan moves from Phoenix, Arizona, to Forks, Washington, to allow her mother, Renée, to travel with her new husband, Phil, a minor league baseball player. After moving to Forks, Bella finds herself involuntarily drawn to a mysterious, handsome boy, Edward Cullen, who turns out to be a vampire who drinks animal blood as opposed to human blood. They fall passionately in love, and must fight off a vampire from another coven who is drawn to drink Bella’s blood. Bella escapes to Phoenix, Arizona, where she is tricked into confronting James, the sadistic vampire who wishes to kill her. She is mortally wounded, but Edward rescues her, and they return to Forks.

New Moon

Main article: New Moon (novel)

Edward and his family leave Forks because of his belief that he is constantly endangering Bella’s life. Bella falls into a deep depression, until she develops a strong friendship with werewolf Jacob Black. Jacob and the other wolves in his tribe must protect her from Victoria, an evil vampire who intends to avenge the death of James, her mate, by killing Bella. A misunderstanding occurs, and Edward is led to believe that Bella is dead. Edward decides to commit suicide in Volterra, Italy, but he is stopped by Bella and Alice. They meet with the Volturi and are released on the condition that Bella be turned into a vampire in the near future. Bella and Edward are reunited, and the Cullens return to Forks.

Eclipse

Main article: Eclipse (novel)

The vampire Victoria, James’s mate from Twilight with fiery red hair, has created an army of “newborn” vampires to battle the Cullen family and kill Bella. Meanwhile, Bella is forced to choose between her relationship with Edward and her friendship with Jacob. Edward’s family of vampires and Jacob’s pack of werewolves join forces to successfully destroy Victoria and her army of vampires. In the end, Bella chooses Edward’s love over Jacob’s. Jacob is devastated to hear of Bella’s choice and of her decision to become a vampire, and runs away in his wolf form.

Breaking Dawn

Main article: Breaking Dawn

Bella and Edward get married, but their honeymoon is cut short by Bella’s realization that she has become pregnant. Bella’s pregnancy progresses extremely quickly and makes her very weak. She nearly dies while giving birth to her and Edward’s half-vampire-half-human daughter, Renesmee, but Edward injects Bella with his venom to save her life by turning her into a vampire. A vampire from another coven sees Renesmee and mistakes her for an “immortal child”, the existence of which violates vampire rules, and informs the Volturi. The Cullens gather vampire witnesses who can verify that the child is not one of the immortal children. The Cullens and their witnesses convince the Volturi that Renesmee is not a danger to vampires or their secret, and they are left in peace.

HAPPY BDAY to me!!! (last year vid wid the coolest housemates)

“Gettin OLD but lookin YOUNG…
that’s how i manage LIFE and
that’s how HAPPINESS embraces me”

- nymph_of_hale

My Childhood Masterpiece *yups yups*

“Love can kill and love can inspire
Can cause depression or make you perspire
Just don’t let it control you, the power is yours
Use positively, there will be no remorse”

- silentmoan

“Bein INDEPENDENT means FREEDOM means POWER = advantages of stayin SINGLE. We can’t CHOOSE and FORCE love, there will be a perfect time for everyone. Love is sweetest and most fulfillin when you let it pursue you, otherwise, can be depressin and frustratin”

- nymph_of_hale

= IN FULL BLOOM JOANNA =

Pretty, little flower in the valley of spring
Tiny, little creature but a big kick she can swing
Simple, bloomin flower flown by invisible wings
Sweet, gentle creature but a big heart she can bring

Shy, delicate-bud once i knew
Simple, leafy-plant seemed forever blue
When the moons spoke as your sun rises
Long-kept pain burned…then turned into ashes

Loneliness you spoke, fear of every woman
Acted naive, benefit of every man
But the moons surroundin you showed you some light
Have some voice pretty flower! To earn respect learn to fight

Good things really happen to people who believe
Stay happy and positive, magic you will then receive
Quiet little-bud before, ass kickin flower soon
My lovely girl JOANNA…now IN FULL BLOOM

UNPRETTY - TLC

“But if you can look inside you find out who am i too…be in the position to make me feel so damn unpretty…I’LL MAKE YOU FEEL UNPRETTY TOO“

This lovely girl was used bein bullied before…but has been through complete transformation now. I’m so happy for you girl…remember “Confidence is the key” and “Bein a martyr is sooo old school, be a bitch and life would be cool” but bitchy-in-a-sweet-gentle-way (i.e. stayin sweet and gentle while keepin your ground).

Nymph’s piece of mind

“I luv MAGIC and MYSTERY and
havin an impaired eyesight
works on my advantage…makes me see
the surreal complexities of things”

- nymph_of_hale

Sweet Escape

great friends + great food + excitin adventures + unfamiliar place = SWEET ESCAPE

Dampalicious Escapade pic

THE SHOW - Lenka

Just enjoy the show, that is :D with friends and loved ones, damn! life has never been this sweet again…feelin happy and contented is the SECRET *wink wink*

“Happy_Ever_After is just a mere idea from fantasy books.  In reality, it’s more of Happy_Drama_Adventure”

- nymph_of_hale

= Dissecting the PSYCHO MIND =

Bein uber-sweet-then-nasty in a split seconds is really out of the ordinary…lets take a peek more on nymph’s weirdiness…

I DON’T BELIEVE in religion
really, not my thing
but i believe in God
and angels with wings.

I DON’T BELIEVE material stuffs
real joy they can bring
Happiness works from within
try to cherish simple things.

I DON’T WANT a sexy body
that’s for the insecure
Who has nothin to offer
and thought sex is the cure.

I WANT a sexy mind
so confident and cool
Get along with everyone
share oneself as a whole.

I DON’T NEED to be pretty
the model-types you can see
Fake personalities that so rampant
are all commercial beauty.

Stay bein simple
let my inner charm shine
Love me or hate me
either way, i’m fine.

I DON’T LIKE a man
who gives me his whole world
What I LIKE is an equal
who holds me ’til we’re old.

I DON’T LIKE constant attention
from friends and loved ones
My spirit need be free
please, try not to tie my hands.

cutie babies…I LUV!!!

i want them all *sigh*

SEMI-CHARMED

After my award-winnin “emo-blast” these past weeks…lets go back tappin on my “semi-charmed” kind of life…

I believe we all need inspiration…somehow we have this “void” that need not be overlooked or our pursuit of true happiness will always be a breakable cycle…sad, lonely and tirin but that’s how some of us *ouch!* deny bein vulnerable to luv *cheesy!*. Honestly, i find the word LUV corny…but feelin inLUV is divine *wink wink*.

To my_sweet_sexy_one: sorry for bein uber STRONG most of the time :) *can’t make a poem now, silentmoan is still healin from Beiru’s loss*

TATTOO - Jordin Sparks

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I’ll get what I’m asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I’m wrong
And then change my mind…

I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing’s broken
No need to worry ’bout everything I’ve done
Live every second like it was my last one
You’re still a part of everything I do
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo (I’ll always have you)

shingky: I have BIG DREAMS…big, big dreams in a big, big way
simone: Well that’s what make us different, i’m just a SIMPLE GIRL…a princess of my simple world
shingky: Yeah…my pussycat princess

WHAT’S UP DOC? *on the lighter side*

i luv this rabbit expression! got that pic from the link LYN send me http://dailybunny.tumblr.com/ Bein miss-gadget-and-inet-savvy, she does update me on what’s happenin in the net by sendin me the coolest links/pics/mp3s hahahah guess havin-my-own-world really makes me ignorant in the REAL one…thanks much girl!

BEIRU…my Last Tribute *hugs*

sadako-lookin-nymph and beiru-na-mukhang-daga

Luv yah much bhaby but i badly need to move on now…dammit!!!!!! WILL SOMEONE PLEASE MAKE ME CRY TO WASH OUT THIS SICKENIN PAIN I’M FEELIN…i’ll appreciate the help :) Becomes automatic to me to appear happy-and-strong-with-convincin-smile though i feel the otherwise, hayz…nymph, please give me some slack….

Havin a logical-man mind (nymph) with emotional-girl heart (silentmoan) feels really weird to-the-highest-power-with-maximum-level, damn! I hate myself hahahha

Party Nymph

Yups! I'll be TINKERBELL!!!!

PARTY TIME!!!! Was invited by my old colleagues to Halloween Costume Party, aww! *excited* My girl LYN helped me sort out my image outfit and send me that pic *wow! soooo you, nymph* Yups…can’t wait for next week! See yah folks! *wink wink*

= Poetic Tragedy =

Rain is pourin with my heart so heavy
Thunder is out and d’ nymph feel so weary
Eyes now swollen but the rain seems no stoppin
Want to feel numb, it’s now life she’s cursin

My bhaby furry ball, my cutest little gem
Your black biggie eyes, now i’m missin them
Those two-lengthy ears, how curiously they moved
As you hopped on my lap, how sweetly you looked

Nymph moved out her cave, to the jungle she transferred
Dwellin with her housemates, she didn’t know you suffered
Becomin sensitive, greens and water you despised
Mommy didn’t know bhaby, death then you inspired

Have to accept the truth, must say my farewell
Have to deal with this alone, will try to live well
When all things have passed and thought good things never last
Memories turn to dust…dust turns to GOLD.

POETIC TRAGEDY - The Used

“The cup is not half empty as pessimists say as far as he sees nothing’s left in the cup”

Nope there’s NO single tear…really weird but dunno…i’m too fly to be depressed i guess *this egoistic mind just pilin them up, dammit!*

For you Beiru…

Countin 6 years this comin july, supposedly, but the joy you’ve given me will live forever…hayz, yups! still hurts and pourin my emotion like this CUTS ME DEEP but i know it will help me release this excruciatin pain, damn! Cuttin my hair also became my emotional outlet (new look, new life that is)…i believe feelin beautiful makes you think and feel positive (WARNING WARNING…narcissist alert! hahaha).

MISS YOU MUCH BHABY!!!!!!!! damn….

mommy_and_son pacute posin

nymph_of_hale

With strong-positive mind, gentle-black heart, understated demeanor and confident vibe…WELCOME BACK nymph!!!!!!! = MAY =

= TOXIC =

Distant river stop hearin the nymph’s plea
You’re runnin too deep and complicatedly
Feelin TOXIC, your water becomes blacker
Thick with waste, ain’t good to be tougher

Need some rain to detoxify oneself
End of the world, that’s what i felt
Bein “Black Balloon” doesn’t really help
Lookin at the mirror…can’t recognize myself

Want to be healthy again, clean from the inside
Rainbow and sunshine thoughts, missin my clear side
Acceptin the pain…but avoidin the rain?
Few droplets might unfold the true feelins within

You need to rest nymph…May will take over
Let her drive the train, while you take cover
Drought and famine is not what she really fears
Drownin from TOXIC, alas!…time to be real.

I TURN TO YOU - Cristina Aguilera

“When my world is going crazy, you can turn it all around…and when I need a friend, you’re always on my side…giving me faith that gets me through the night”

Tribute to Lyn (one of my lovely girls)…thanks much :) I indeed appreciate your bein direct: She said: May, bat nagiging demanding ka na masyado ngayon?*Sometimes an apple from a tree hittin your head reminds you that your feet are still planted on the ground…that’s GRAVITY workin, nymph*

I guess you need to take a rest for the meantime, nymph…*yups! be dumb and considerate to all…and learn to cry again, May* You bitch…i said SLEEP!!!

= Faraway =

You’ll feel the sun rays burnin
When true love did sink in
But I won’t be a pearl in the string
Then melts when you sing.

They say “true love” never dies
I don’t think so…coz love sure lies
Don’t believe in destiny…oftentimes i say
Then it’s destiny why i DID learn to pray.

You give me no water, i won’t give you my soul
No need of your shelter, i can act as a whole
With logic and reason, no way i’m emotional
Pain is inevitable, but sufferin is optional.

Flyin forever…NO the nymph won’t stay
Silentmoan…NO you can’t take her all the way
With so much pain, eventually…i feel numb
So FARAWAY…NO i’m not DUMB!

FARAWAY - Nickelback

This time, this place, misused, mistakes…too long, too late…who are YOU to make me wait?”

Shingky’s comin back May, do you miss him? *hmm really dunno nymph, don’t want to think about it* Wow! since when you begin to borrow his lines? *aww hahahah*

Well yups, how can a cheerleader cheer if she’s hurtin? and why does a hero called hero if he’s savin the world only for himself? *i thought you understand his situation nymph?* May, there’s a fine difference between acceptin a challenge and bein a martyr *i see…know what i want and know what i am worth*

Exactly! any guy who doesn’t understand that doesn’t deserve your respect *hayz, you’re such a bitch nymph* Nope…i believe self-respect is an important trait a girl should not lose…hey silentmoan! what do you think? :D

= Masayang Hardin…Magulong Mundo =

Sumasayaw sa hangin maiilap na bulaklak
Di bigyan pansin mga paruparong nagliliyag
Mata’y nakatuon sa masayang hardin
Iba’t ibang insekto kanila’y napapansin.

Mga kaibigang uod sa kanila’y nakamatyag
Magiging paruparo? o kelangang ipagpag?
Masayang hardin ma’y mahirap magtiwala
Sa makukulay na pakpak mahirap kumawala.

Salamat din sa mga kaibigang alitaptap
Handog nyong liwanag, tulong ay sapat
Sa sandaling dumilim mundong masaya
Mumunting ilaw nagbibigay ligaya.

Mga simpleng halaman sa magulong mundo
Di man makukulay may bangong totoo
Sa magagarang insekto at malamyos na sayaw
Di masisilaw…isipa’y di papanaw.

SO YOUNG - The Corrs

“Cause we are so young now, we are so young, so young now…and when tomorrow comes, we can do it all again”

Tribute to my lovely girls (simply-amazin flowers) and pasaway na spartans (funny fireflies)…friends, May is really weird and gets even weirder now, thanks for understandin her SILENCE…the best treatment indeed *aww and nymph is makin drama now, psst…di bagay!!! hahahah silentmoan is the emotional one ah…and yups, still hurtin i guess*

I said STOP…be logical, ayt? *wow! and that’s the nymph talkin*

= Happy Ending =

Popped out of nowhere
Will be gone forever
Sweet beginnin
Now a happy endin…

MY HAPPY ENDING - Avril Lavigne

“You were all the things i thought i knew, and i thought we could be…you were everythin, everythin that i wanted…we were meant to be, supposed to be but we lost it…now all the memories so close to me just fade away…”

Hmm what would you feel after knowin that the one you “treasured and cared” the most doesn’t trust you that much…that you thought and feel the way you two had met was “magic/destiny” but to him you’re just someone “popped out of nowhere”? BIG OUCH!!! *wow! isn’t that consider as magic also, huh nymph? hahahah* Well yups, but what if delivered in a negative tone? hmm hmm :D

Ahmm May…silentmoan find it hard to make a poem now, she’s still hurtin *aww ok nymph…no worries wink wink*

= Out of Coverage Area =

The nymph is singin her heart out
Dancin her moves, her action so loud
Askin for little water, not the whole pond
Words have been uttered, will be written in the sand…

Free flowin wind, she now begin to feel
The sun she’s reachin, now makin her ill
Box_of_sharp_objects she thought disappear
But yups she’s strong, there’s no single tear…

Stop sayin “i miss you”, if you can’t be here
She’ll stop sayin “how are you”, don’t call her your dear
Fire turns to ashes, lovers to friends
Relationship ends when one not yet ready for commitment…

Her alter ego…always you are
Though you can’t be her shinin star
Lets freeze the time for a moment
Let the destiny awaits, it will happen…

LOSING GRIP  -  Avril Lavigne

“Just waitin outside there, grinnin with your lost stare, that’s when i decided…why should i care?  cause you weren’t there when i was scared i was so alone…you, you need to listen!  i’m startin to trip, i’m losin my grip and i’m in this thing alone…”

Feel like flyin at the moment…but nah!  That’s all in the mind, May :)  simone  must keep her promise to shingky, no matter what…remember?  *yups nymph, just need some time to think over…again*

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= Entre Nous =

Four years back still i recall
First encounter…can’t believe i will now fall
Hate is what i feel for you that time
I despised you for treatin me so unkind.

That dark-burnin look and serious-mode face
Somewhat hit me…subconsciously my mind didn’t erase
Years passed by, it’s destiny’s case
Lookin at your eyes…now i feel amaze.

Like a sweet angel, sent from above
Like a psychedelic drug, got my defenses drop
That dark-burnin look merely an outer cover
Of your sweet-gentle heart, i will always remember.

The time we spent, forever it seems
In my mind, the happiest i had been
People around us, that day don’t mean a thing
My alter ego…in my life, you mean.

I KNEW I LOVED YOU - Savage Garden

“Maybe it’s intuition but some things you just don’t question…like in your eyes i see my future in an instant…and there it goes i think i’ve found my alter ego”

I don’t believe in destiny…but somehow destiny believes on us *aww corny!!* yups, i’m gettin corny but i don’t care…i love the feelin…and i love the guy *wink wink* :D

= What a Girl Wants =

Not so long time ago while surfin the net
The nymph found her arrow in a heart of a friend
Friendship blooms…romance been set
A happy song from beginning ’till end.

Not lookin for someone to complete her
Already happy and contended to find a lover
But spendin time with you she found her art
In her mind, in her soul…you become a part.

You’re so near, yet so far
Livin in this chamber, her heart is ajar
Current situation bright as a star
Hardly dims her hope though will come from afar.

Someday she knows you’ll come
Needin not to look around
Mystery you present makes her day go round
Sweet_sexy_one…the nymph is now bound.

WHAT A GIRL WANTS - Christina Aguilera

What a girl wants, what a girl needs, whatever keeps me in your arms…“I want someone who can stimulate my mind, compliment my thoughts and in tune with my soul…and i think  I’ve  found him…my_box_of_sharp_objects NO MORE!!! he’s my_sweet_sexy_one now“

There was a time I was blind I was so confused, runaway just to hide it all from you…but shingky you knew me better…than I knew myself  “girls choose your special someone who treats you as someone special…and don’t speed up the process…take time to enjoy the scenery alongside the road, believe me, it’s much fun and exciting”

Someone sensitive, crazy, sexy, cool like you…if you let a girl know how much you CARE about her  “I swear…it’s a plus plus PLUS!!!”:D

= Facedown =

Let’s play a game called “Hide and Seek”
Count 1…2…3 then knees gone weak
Game now? I’m over here
Nah, I can’t now…then your voice disappear.

Fine now…it’s okay
Kinda irritatin, still, i’m up to play
Anxious to hear your howling laughter
Once i see you…i’ll hug you after.

Again…game now? I’m ready to go
I can’t still have something to do
Now, now i’m bein frustrated
Balloons of patience now gettin deflated.

Should i stop countin? i dunno…i dunno
Should i continue waitin? i dunno…i dunno
FACE DOWN on the dirt…
Stop! Enough of this s***.

FACEDOWN - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Face down on the dirt, she said, “This doesn’t hurt” she said, “I finally had enough” * i wish, sure it stings a lot…but soon i’ll feel numb* .

Well i’ll tell you my friend, one day this world’s goin to end…as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found *Light…Peace…Love* BS!!!:D

=My_Box_of_Sharp_Objects=

The nymph’s heart has gone to deep slumber
Sorrow has fade coz her heart has been kept in freezer
Coldness she feels hope won’t last forever
Wake her up by the kiss of summer.

Summer came and let summer go
Leaves were fallin…the nymph without hurryin so
There were rains in between and dark clouds were huggin
Still not moved and let the time flies without kissin.

Then the tree dies as the nymph’s restless heart
Sure she found spring on someone’s charmin pond
But summer she keeps missin and her heart still holdin
Break free from the past…gotta end this sufferin.

Nymph has her summer back but still no glimpse of his light
She understand he’s burdened by the effigy of life
Tryin not to demand but she also has needs
My box of sharp objects, the pain she now feeds…

BOX FULL OF SHARP OBJECTS - The Used

“Today i fell and felt better, just knowin this matters i just feel stronger and SHARPER!!! found my_box_of_sharp_objects what a beautiful THING!!!“

Why does pain exist?…to keep us in touch with our feelings bein human? that no matter how smooth and peaceful we feel or tryin to live, life is indeed bittersweet…accept the reality, at least you’re not a Robot *coz i thought i am* :D

= Black Balloon =

There’s more to a woman than just bein a female (nice and sweet)…she’s everythin all at once (nymph..bitch..angel..lover) :D  Thick face, black heart…she’s a Black Balloon:

Like a nymph singin in river hale
Voice so sweet, but dangerous like whale
As her pure heart watchin you sail
Pure as it may seem, can be darkened when it’s ail…

“She can love, she can hug
But she’s not afraid to kill a bug.
She can cry, she can smile
And she’s not afraid to say goodbye.“

Angel she can be, underneath is a fox
Gentle as you see, wait till day turns to dusk
Halo and wings that beams
There are horns in between…

“She can tease, she can please
She can dance if she wish.
She can try, she can fly
She can even make you sigh.“

BITCH  -  Meredith Brooks

= Heroin/e =

“Boys will be boys“…and when girls think like the “boys” (boys and girls are alike as told by someone “closer“): Pain is inevitable…but sufferin is optional :D

BEAST can’t be tamed,
the fox understand
‘Coz savage creature can be lovely,
will just walk hand-in-hand.

FOX might look like naive,
act dumb as you think
She knows how you play,
and can turn the table as she wink.

Doesn’t care on what the jungle thinks,
the FOX believes on her instinct
Thick face, black heart…
she’s a Black Balloon.

Danger you entail, now become your curse
Walls start to build up, still can’t feel your remorse
Gettin hot and cold, playin with a dice
But look into my eyes…there you will see my SOUL.

MY HEROINE - Silverstein

= Vogue la Galere =

hmm…to my best-beast-biatch, damn you! hahahah *weird, i should be hatin you but i can’t…still the apple of my eyes i guess, dammit! :D

Angel of mine I’m wishin
Be with me, stop flyin
At my lap lay your wings
Rest your mind, be free as the wind

But my sweet angel turns to devil sour
Fear I should feel but my heart he now devour
Angel mio threadin the heaven’s ground
Merely a facade of hade’s home, I’ve found

Strong guy with a gentle-black heart, my knight in defense
“Danger” as they think, but my heart loves the challenge
A lost soul they said, just a confused mind I guess
Smart and responsible artist, a bit grumpy when depress

Beware of my halo, I also have horns
Sweet and nice flower, also have thorns
Dumb like a fox, I’m not afraid of anyone
Come what may…you could be my someone.

IT MEANS NOTHING - Stereophonics

= Well Enough Alone =

sooo luv this song…stimulates my mind then have decided to make a poem out of it =D

Lonely nymph in the cave of hope
With blinding darkness her mind can’t cope
Many fallen stars outside awaitin
Waitin for the sun, her heart keep on searchin

Then felt a thunder struck one day unannounced
Light bright as sun but gone as speed of sounds
Darkness fell again upon her home
Better leave well enough alone.

WELL ENOUGH ALONE  -  Chevelle

= Nothing Else Matters =

WARNING: slushy poetry…DON’T READ if ur not emo hahahah

*chronicles of Nymph*

My deepest luv sprung from my deepest faith
Luv too early to know and known so late
Sometimes u have to let ur heart sees what d eyes cannot
For d mind speaks to eyes of logic things that ur happiness thou shall forgot.

U don’t have to say what u feel…i hear
Nor explain what ur thinkin…i understand
For luv doesn’t work with lips nor in mind…
But from d heart  *aww corny!!! but true*

NOTHING ELSE MATTERS  -  Metallica

= Poetic Tragedy =

Life imitates art…

Rain is pourin with her heart so heavy
Thunder is out and the nymph feel so weary
Eyes now swollen but the rain seems no stoppin
Want to feel numb, it’s now life she’s cursin…

POETIC TRAGEDY - The Used

= Bubbly =

Shingky slinky!!!

Not so long time ago while surfin the net
I’ve found my arrow in a heart of a friend
Friendship blooms…romance been set
A happy song from beginning till end…

* BUBBLY - Colbie Caillat *

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my music…my choice…ENJOY!!!

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= My Gift =

yups! it’s Shingky’s bday ;)  happy…happy…happy

Birds are singin, some are flyin
As they welcome the great mornin
Oh how we long to be like them
Thinkin not of any burden…

Let’s escape the world together, fly high in the sun
Free ourselves from this people full of conviction
But to be or not to be, that is the question
Problem i’m dwellin now, this song will mention…

*Gotta Have You  -  THE WEEPIES*

= Ako’y Isang Kuneho =

Yups…all about me *well, almost*

Ako’y isang kuneho, maamong tingnan
Malaki ang mata, balat ko’y makinang
Tahimik, makulit…minsan pa’y masungit
Ngunit may mga ngiting lubhang mapang-akit.

Mataas mang tumalon isang tulad ko
Nananatiling simple, sadyang totoo
Mailap, mahiyain sa estranghero
Masayahi’t malambing pag napaamo.

Inosenteng mukha, may kubling misteryo
Lalim ng isipa’y singlapad ng noo
Di nyo pa kilala ang tunay na ako
Pagka’t nakatago sa salaming bato.

Ako’y isang kuneho, kaibigang tunay
Busilak ang puso, magmahal ay dalisay
Sa malawak na parang, puno ng buhay
Malungkot mong puso ating bigyang kulay.

= Soulmate 143 =

I thought that i will never see
My dear sweetie who belongs to me
I have prayed to God for you to come
To fill my needs and to become one.

And the day we met…when was that?
I was too excited i indeed forgot
Coz your dreamy eyes had winked i think
Is he the one? wishfully i thank.

Is it indeed love…i feel anew
My heart so pure is given to you
Reason to live has found already
Simple answer…questioned by many.

I thought so coz you’re my everything
Everything wish for and anything
Anything that turns to be something
Something that gives my life new meaning.

RUNAWAY  -  The Corrs

BABALA: ito’y likhang isip lamang…maaaring nangyari, nangyayari or mangyayari pa lang

“Say it’s true, there’s nothin like me and you…i’m not alone, tell me you feel it too…and i would run away with you”  *aww whatta perfect weddin song…coz i’m a runaway bride hahahah*

= Mga Kaibigan Kong Oso =

To all my “spartans”…para sa inyo to mga bros =)

Kaakit-akit tingnan, mga matang makinang
Halakhak na kaysaya, kaysarap pakinggan
Kung lumakad ay astig, mukha mang mayabang
Walang inuurungan, kahit anong laban.

Kakaibang nilalang kung sila’y titingnan
Pangil ay matalim, salita’y di maalam
Bulaklak ang pagkain, gamot ay halaman
Subalit sa insekto sila’y may paggalang.

*hmmm, kulang pa…isip pa ko hahahah* =)

INNOCENT  -  Our Lady Peace

= Playin ‘d Guitar =

I thought I know how to play this song
‘Till we’ve met and you came along
“I am a master”…said to myself
But how come beginner’s manual, I clutch for some help.

The joy of playin…this I can’t define
Your sweet melody whisperin in my mind
But playin alone without a guide to keep
Makes me wonder if I just return to sleep.

Been warned before…should be careful with the strings
Take it easy or might get pain that stings
Since then I already set aside
Playin the guitar again never crossed my mind.

But never been this happy…never been this sad
It’s a weird feelin no words can understand
Mixed emotions you’ve given me now
You must have the solutions I need somehow…

BLURRY  -  Puddle of Mud

I sometime speak in metaphor…and “Playin the Guitar” in my dictionary means “fallin inluv” :D

Hmm why this song? nothin…was given by a friend and confidant  *hmm don’t tell me it’s shingky again?*

= Liham…Kaibigan =

Itinitik, isinulat laman ng dibdib
Sa isang munting papel, liham ng pagibig
Ano mang hinaing, handang makinig
Ika’y kaibigang lalagi sa dibdib.

Ano mang hilahil yaring dinaranas
Ika’y kaantabay, walang maipintas
Ano mang problema, binibigyang lunas
Luhang pumapatak, binibigyang wakas.

Hanggang dito na lang aking kaibigan
Tulong mong nagawa’y di kayang pantayan
Nakatikom mong labi’y di kayang buksan
Ngunit mensahe mo’y kuha ng isipan.

HEAD OVER FEET - Alanis Morissette

“You are the bearer of unconditional things…You held your breath and the door for me, thanks for your patience…you’re the best listener that i’ve ever met, you’re my best friend…i’ve never felt this healthy before, i’ve never wanted somethin rational…i am aware now, i think”

shingky…this one’s for you, thanks for listenin *yups i’ve gained a friend and confidant*

= Malayang Umaga =

Ang himig ng ibon kaygandang pakinggan
Sa punong tuntungan, nagsilbing kanlungan
Sa batis ng pagibig, walang ligalig
Mga puso nila’y sumasabay sa awit.

Ihip ng hangin ma’y nagbabagong kusa
Awitin ng ibon ay biglang nawala
Punong kanlungan sa kanya ri’y gumabay
Siya ring dahilan ng pagsintang lumbay.

Tahimik na ibon ma’y gustong umalpas
Mithi ng puso, himpapawid sa taas
Tanikalang pagibig bibigyang wakas
Sa ngalit ng sanga, ano’t walang lunas.

Pagsintang pilit maasim ang bunga
Hayaang mapigtal, mahinog ng kusa
Masakit man isipin ito’y tapos na
Atin nang harapin MALAYANG UMAGA.

ALL GOOD THINGS  -  Nelly Furtado

*Travellin i only stop at exits…wonderin if i’ll stay…young and restless, livin this way i stress less…want to pull away when the dream dies…the pain sets in but i don’t cry…only feel gravity and wonder why*

a break-up story…

in a relationship, separation happens either you two fight a lot or it got plainly boring…feel like flyin now, the reason? lets just say our souls didn’t really match…

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= Horns of a Dilemma =

Morning sun glory has come its way
With beaming sunshine to brighten the day
Memoirs of the past where my mind lay
I don’t want to wake up…I feel not okay.

Deep within me, I feel your pain
Seeing me with someone, you’re waiting in vain
This love that’s blossoming I keep on ignoring
Alas! Can’t control it, my mind become insane.

If you’re not free, how can I call you mine
The vows you have entered, how can we leave that behind
While someone’s waiting to free my mind
Of all these nuisance, everything will be fine.

But YOU’re the one I need, my heart is telling me
HE’s the one for me, my family wants to see
I wanna be with YOU ‘coz you complete me
The marriage HE’s proposing…HORNS OF A DILEMMA.

I’M LIKE A BIRD - Nelly Furtado

*Though my love is rare, though my love is true…i dunno where my soul is, i dunno where my home is…even after all these years, pains me so much to tell that we still don’t know each other that well*

sad…sad poem *sigh*